On a recent morning off, I hopped onto the suburban train at Munich's central station and 20 minutes later was in Dachau. Yes, the Dachau of World War II infamy. Who knew it was so close to Munich? Not me.




It turns out Dachau is not just a concentration camp in the middle of a field, as I'd
imagined most of the camps were, but rather, it is a camp located just outside the eponymous and small but bustling town. Which was in and of itself a bit weird. I never
imagined that Germans would have lived so close to the camps. It seems like people would be so stupid or brainwashed or in denial in order to coexist with an extermination camp in their backyard. It is so close to the main train station, there was a red paved road leading directly to the camp entrance, a portion of which has been uncovered. 
Germans lived side by side this extermination camp. At the camp's liberation, US soldiers forced locals to confront the atrocities of Dachau.
It was creepy. It was bleak. It was horribly emotional.

The Holocaust Memorial Museum in Washington, DC which is five stories of artifacts (hair clippings, shoes, uniforms, mattresses, and cutlery from the camps, documents, and video testimony from survivors) is still the most shocking and educational experience I have had about the Holocaust.
Dachau was the first regular concentration camp established by the Nazis, in 1933. Not just Jews were sent here to perish, but Roma (gypsies), gays, German communists, Jehovah's witnesses, and other political opponents of the Nazi regime. In 1937, prisoners were used for forced labor to build the camp that would then imprison them.
Horrific medical experiments were performed unethically on prisoners.
There is documentation of experiments on hypothermia (how long should before giving
up searches for people in the North Sea), in pressure chambers (from how high can parachutists jump?) and of infecting prisoners with tuberculosis and malaria in order to test new cures.
The crematorium showed five ovens. When the coal supply was low, they stopped using it. Instead, the Nazis shot prisoners at
close range in the back of the neck. There is an area that demarcates the range and a ditch nearby, marked the "blood drain". Prisoners were hung. There are low-ceiling fumigation hallways leading to the gas chambers which records say were never used officially.
Prisoners accounts refute that. To the left is the floor drain in the gas chamber. And to the right, the ceiling vent, dusty and barbed.
The surprising thing was seeing the multi-faith tributes at the camp. (And what seemed like inappropriately young kids.) Where the SS' infirmary was once, there are now a Russian Orthodox chapel, a Protestant Church of Reconciliation, a Carmelite convent, a Catholic chapel and of course, a Jewish memorial.
I have felt a little weird living in Germany. I still feel irrationally bitter about the war. An acquaintance who lives here mused that I played the How-Old-Is-That-Man? game on the metro: guessing whether or not an elderly person was around, and played a role--
indirectly or directly--in the slaughter of 6 million people.
I was surprised that it hadn't even occurred to me that I could be brushing elbows with Nazis, or Nazi sympathizers, former soldiers, or people who really believed (believe?) that the "Aryan race" was superior. I was too busy focused on feeling guilty that I was still uncomfortable about being here. I was too worried that it is wrong of me to be weary of their children and children's children. When I was out in the street last week with friends, celebrating Germany's win over Sweden, I simply could not bring myself to utter "Go, Germany!" or cheer them on with anything other than a weak smile. I wonder if that will ever change, or if it maybe shouldn't. Maybe that's what "Never Forget" is all about. Then again, if I feel uncomfortable about it, maybe it's wrong....
For more pictures, click on the photo album to the right.
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